I kept the case cracked open like an old hymn book, the disc tray a crescent moon waiting for memory. The PS1 sat on my desk, layers of dust in its vents like sediment in a riverbed, but the controller still fit my hand the way some songs fit the bones. I wanted to save everything that had ever fit in that grey plastic heart: the boot logos, the scratched labels, the feint fingerprints on manuals, the way load times smelled of patience.